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Updating for the second time in forever (if that makes any sense at all..)
So yeah I'm home and I love it! :)
Being home just makes me so excited to get outta Jersey for good and into good old Massachusetts.. I'm going for a run on the beach in the morning and I'm VERY excited... I've been looking forward to running on the beach for 2 weeks now!!
Right now I'm also charging my cell phone for the first time in 2 weeks! yayayay! It's such a stupid phone.. I just got it and it only charges on my dad's charger... Thumbs down to cell phones. Thumbs up to Dad's charger.
So yeah I'm feeling a little umm.. confused.. yes.. I'm feeling very confused lately. I don't know if I want to stay in my relationship. It's been almost 5 years and for some reason, I don't feel the spark anymore. Maybe its the fact that I see him very rarely because we're 6 hours away from each other.. Or maybe the flame just died? I really don't know.. I'm going to see how I feel after I see him this weekend. =( Maybe I've been listening to too much depressing music and it's just got my mind going nuts. Who knows.
Umm yeah, I get to see my girls and hopefully Liz tomorrow night... That should be fun considering I haven't seen her in over 2 years.. The bitch moved to Italy and never came back. It's definitely gonna be weird seeing her again.. But hopefully not too weird. Not seeing a good friend for 2 years is always a little akward. I'm very excited to see the rest of my girls though.. I haven't seen them in .. a month!! that's crazy. They're my heart <3
That's about it. I will hopefully post pics of this weekend because I do plan on having a very eventful one. =)
Much love homeys. (Speaking of homeys, my criminal justice book was talking about gangs and whatnot and was like "African American gangs such as bloods and crips often refer to other gang members as 'Homeboys' or 'Homeys'" and I knew after reading that, it must've been written by a fat old white man hahaha)
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-Nikster
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